Photo!

Some lady ask me for a recent photo of myself. As I'm a gamer, I send a LARPG photo of me ;-) (Yes, the red stuff is Photoshop) :-)

Sex noises and other stuff.

Saturday night. 1:00 AM. I was laying on my bed, watching a stupid movie. I was about to sleep when suddenly I heard something familiar from my roomate's bedroom. Girl's moaning, beginning of sex noises...Damn! My roomate and his girlfriend were doing some "physical entertaning"...again. You know, when you're in an appartment with roomates, that kind of thing happen and let me say that my roomate's girlfriend have a way to express her pleasure... Damn! I had to put something in my ears to finally be able to sleep! She's probably able to wake up the whole block!

9h30 am. They're doing it again. I must say that my roomate had some stamina: 1 hour in a row!

For the moment, I found that situation annoying and bothering me. But, as I'm a rationnal guy who try to NOT let his anger takes the best of him, I questionned myself why earring my roomate having some fun with his chick bothered me. So, I calmed myself and think. Because I was able to hear everything? Maybe. Because it's tooks away my peace and my quiet evening? That's a possibility. Because I had the feeling that I took something of their privacy buisness and makes me feel uneasy to be around? Probably.

Don't get me wrong: my roomate is great. Cool guy, cool geek, smart and funny. And his girlfriend? Well, cute girl (but not my type at all), but sometimes she's kind of «blonde» and damn she can't stop talking! Maybe she's the problem, but I don't think so. She's been ok with me with all along from the moment we met and she can be funny. I always try to not judge people because I believe than nobody's perfect... but I don't have a good "vibe" with her, that's all. Maybe because I don't know her well. Will try to change that... or talk to my roomate about it.

Other stuff: Time to go back on the "hunting ground", but I need some improvement first:

1- Self-confidence: I have some, but I could use a bit more. «Building it, you must.» - Master Yoda
2- Willpower: To takes my self out, looking for adventures and hang out friends.
3- Lose weight: I'm not fat, but I could lose some. My goal: being at 180 lbs by Christmas Eve. Hint: Go to the gym, dude.

My roomate and I had a little chat about women. Quite interresting. He spoke to me about the "fearless factor". More a guy is fearless, more chance he have to get a girl. Never see things that way. And I find out I have many fears that I never face. «Time to face it, it is» (Thanks master) I growed up with some "fairy tales" about men-women relationship. I find out that was all bullshit. Like I said before, I always saw myself as a "white knight in shiny armor", believing that what's women's want. «How wrong you were, my padawan! » (Yes, I know master Yoda). So now, I'm about to look into myself and find out the answers.

A little bit more about...me.

It's been a while since a wrote something here. Here in Quebec City it's summer time... the time of sun, warm days, beer with friends and too much beautiful distractions for a guy like me. The time of bikini swim suit and mini skirts is back and I enjoy it a lot. Tonight, I'm suppose to go to a bar with some friends. Objective: take beers, chating with some beautiful girls... in two words: have fun.

Actually, I didn't find any new girl to be with. Since my ex left me (for some stupid reasons), I lost what I call the "Hunter Spirit" i.e. the will to go to some bar and meet some new girls and try to get them. I don't know... I think I have lost most of my romantic illusions about man/woman relationship. So, what should I do? I found my answer recently: "Davis, my boy, kick your own ass, call some friends, go to a bar and meet some chiks." So, it's where I'm going tonight.

Some girls can said most guys are nuts, irresponsibles, etc. But, I can tell you that some girls are really crazy. I had 5 girlfriends in all my life and and I've been ditche every time after 5 months. Firts of all, Annie: Musician, artist, unable to control her emotions, hysteric. She left me for this reason: "Davis, you're too much a guy". For those who knows me well, this is the dummiest reason. Ever. In the entier world. And I'm not joking. Second one, Marie-Ève. Soulmate from the beginning, beautiful as a dream, perfect nipples, gentle and cute. Problem? She was the most unsecure woman in the world. I tried everything, but it wasn't enough. It took me near two years to heal of her. One of my friend warned me to not be involve with that girl. I should have listen to him. Third one, Karine...she was a mistake from the beginning. I "stole" her from one of my friend. She dropped him to be with me. The only good aspect of our relationship was sex. Best sex ever, good girl, but she was dumb and sometimes immature. Fourth one, Chantale. Presented to me by one of my friend, this relationship was doom to failiure because I didn't been honest enough to tell her that I didn't loved her. And she was in a depression too. Last one, Karyne (notice the "y"). Good girl with a cute child, I took care of her and her son, but she wasn't ready to go on a new and serious relationship. So now, it's time to move on to new adventures... and pray the Lord to find the good one soon. Let's the Hunt begin :-P!!!

JBJ ask me some questions recently about me. So, I will answer. Don't have niece or nephew, but I have 2 brothers. Let's call them Vinnie and Sergeï. Vinnie is what you could call a "Casanova". I don't know his tricks, but he has a way to lay down women. He's a charming machine (and of what I heard a sex machine too)! Sergeï is the "stable" guy. Only had 2 girlfriends in his life, and he has buy a house with the second one. Next step: wedding and children, I suppose.

Another question: what's a gamer? Gamer: Person who like play RPG and/or LARPG with some friends.

Next question: My favorite persons. Fisrt:André, my childhood friend. We don't see each other much, but it's always a pleasure to see him. He's gay, but I don't care really. If he's happy that way, then I'm happy for him. Second: My brother Vinnie. When comes the party time or hard time, he's always there. Third: Étienne. University friend and good guy.

Next post soon...

Well, this is it. Here I am on a rainy saturday night writing my first blog ever. Geez! By Jove! It's Saturday Night, damn it! I should be out side with some friends, drinking beers, having a party and seduce some beautiful women. No... here I am in front of my computer, trying to put down something interesting.

Now, I guess you asking yourself: "What this blog is all about?" Wise question, my young padawans but the answer is all but simple. What will I talk about here? Human relationship? Probably. Life experience? Obviously. The meaning of life and existence? Whoa! That's deep! Sex? Always a good subject, isn't? But first, maybe I should present myself a little, to make you comfortable (and me too by the way ;-).

Where to begin? I'm a 30 years old French Canadian gamer who work for the moment as a sample inspector in Quebec City. Nice looking, charming, dependable, gentle, I'm living in an appartment in town with a roommate (nice guy too) In shot words, I'm a good guy with a great sense of humor. Some people would say that to be a good guy, it's a blessing. It's true; a blessing for others. From my friends and relatives, I am considered to be the white knight in his shiny armor, the "holy" paladin always ready to help people in needs. It's not bad, because people tend to like me and it's true that I love help others, but the flaw is sometime when you're a good guy you tend to be too good for you're own good. Know what I mean? Some people will sometime abuse of your goodness and you will be screwed. That actually my situation.

I lived my life that way for too long now and I sense it's time for me to change myself and become more than a good guy. Will I become a bad guy then? No, I don't think so. I won't be able to do it even if I wanted to. That's not the point. Changing is not necessailly "turning to the dark side..." The time of the challenges has come... and I will be ready (at least, I hope so).